Chalets tomorrow and frankly speaking, im feeling kinda lazy to go. Im so sick of going chalets, 'cause i've got tons of stuff to pack & its so troublesome. Plus, Im sure to forget to bring something. Its not like in the past where sweet would double check everything and made sure i brought all my stuff. :( sighs. Im so afraid my bag isnt goin to be big enough. I think I might have to bring the cluedo over. I hope someone brings monopoly though.
My gran fried chicken wings for lunch today. I am so happy, 'cos she does this like once in a million years. & im gonna miss her cooking lots while im away. Im feeling so whiny now. Life without lappie isnt going to be good. I hope my sis will help me check my mail for the f21 tee i bought last night.
Im such a crybaby.
I feel so delighted 'cause i went out yesterday & found the bag that i have been looking for ages. :) Plus, i got it at such a reasonable price! Nevertheless, i gotta scrimp & save for the next few weeks. Obviously im not going to find a job since my holidays are ending, which is so bad. I never manage to get my ass out to find a job, even though i always promise myself to do so.
Yesterday's trip home was the most enjoyable trip i ever had on a bus. I dint feel giddy or nauseated, 'cause we were too busy with phototaking. If only every bus ride were like that, I would be so so willing to take a bus.

I feel awfully ugly.I dont wanna go out, I just want to hide under my quilt.
Two nights ago, my sis brought back tarot cards for me. Apparently, everything seems bad and points to one thing - that is, to embark on new everythings which will improve the current situation. I was thinking its quite true, since im gonna be posted to study something more detailed the coming schoolyear. But as for love, i really have no idea. Im not exactly totally taken in by tarot cards, its just that the readings are quite true.Im finally staying home today after 2 consecutive days of shopping. Sweet got her results today and she did so well. :) I couldnt be more happy for her.I think i need a getaway to somewhere all by myself.
My feet is bruised and tired from these two days of shopping. Now it hurts even when im walking barefooted. Dont ask me how. Today was a perfect day for tanning. The suns good and all, but another disappointment. p/s: I hate disappointments. They affect me too much. I met up with sweet then yongqi & yingling today. Bought quite alot of stuff really cheap. Cheap thrills give me satisfaction.
But I feel like my heart's dying.
Im back from shopping in town with sweet & im down with flu. That mere few mins in the rain has made me sick again. sighs. Im considering if i should move to lj or change blog add for blogger. The lj layout will kill me although it can be really really pretty. I love the lj-cut, its so useful. Butbut, i dont know anything bout overrides. HTML for blogger is easy-peasy. But it wont be as pretty as lj though. aights. im stuck.I hate the rain. Its stopping me from tanning.
I have been trying to log in to sas for the past one hour, & finallyfinally got logged in 5 mins ago. But i got logged out again.I guess i can say my effort has somewhat paid off. But i dont know if i should feel happy with my results or whether have i truly done well enough. But im not exactly disappointed or anything. Okayes, im blabbering nonsense again.
I wanted to post this last night 'cause it amused me so much, but then decided that will be too many posts for a day. Shortly after my post last night, my sis decided to blog too. She typed a fairly long entry, but she lost the connection when she clicked on the "publish post". But my dumb sis dint know bout the recover post thing & she sorta freezed right there with a gasp. She couldnt imagine her lovely post bout her strawberry purse is gone just like that. Ha ha. And i caught her in her moment of shock. Her expression was really funny.Like this.
Tsk tsk. She really reminds me of my chinchilla, or any other rodents. funny. Last night was one of those nights i spent laughing at and talking to my sis. Sometimes, i do feel lucky that we still share a room. We talked till 4am in the morning. God, i was so tired today. Other than talking to her, I spent the whole of last night downloading fonts 'cause im currently obsessed with doing funny things with my photos. & both of us went to this font site where we werent even looking at the fonts - we were looking at the sentences used to display the fonts. Some are really funny and goes like this: "Hickory Dickory Dock,I put the elephant up the clockI repaired the clock."&"If you're not part of the solution,you're the precipitate."Mm, u get the drift. We had a good laugh though. Shortly after waking up today, i went over to ed's place. He was still sick but im glad he finished the porridge i brought over. Im still grumpy! We were supposed to go sentosa today but it was pouring today anyway. I hope he gets better soon. Im meeting sweet tomorrow. Great. results will be out tmr too. im fuckingscared.
The greedy co - joanne, yunyun, bh & me went to suntec for the food fest! Ha ha. We were the only few younger ones amongst all the aunties. Scary. I ate more than i expected although i wasnt exactly feeling well, 'cause the food were too tempting. Like all your fave food in one stop. How disastrous.
Anyhows, silly me started off with cheese sausage altho i ate it almost everyday in school when they were selling it. Wasnt exactly nice though. After that joanne & me ate tea eggs
(cha ye dan) which is almost everyone's fave food. :) We then had fishball, fu zhou fishball, katong laksa, cheese brownie & lastly snow ice. My fave was the dessert part - cheese brownie and snow ice. Very very delicious! I love the cheese brownie.
& the snow ice which i've been thinking of for so long.
HERE,

Alright, this's the end.
So i started yesterday by waking up at 10.30am for that facial appointment at 11am. I took a MEGA quick bath while my parents came home from buying brekkie for me. (as though i had time to eat). But i still ate the noodles in the end at freaking 11am, though i was wondering why my mom dint hurry me as usual. In the end when we got on the car, she admitted she lied to me that the appt was 11am. It was actually at 11.30 am. Her reaction was "Why leh? I know u surely take your time one what. So I did this to make u wake up earlier then we wont be late." Haha. But its true, she knows me too well. After the facial we went to get my sim card changed to the 3g type cos we dint managed to do it when i bought the phone. But i almost wanted to cry yesterday when i realised that 6280 is out. I like that phone so much! But too bad. :( Walked around metro paragon for awhile and got some stuff from topshop. I saw the balenciaga inspired bag there, but just like the one i found in far east it has no base. Disappointment again. I seriously wonder when im gonna find it. I love it when its shopping with mom 'cause I dont have to pay :)
Im so bored thus i decided to do this.

I went to town today hoping to find that balenciaga bag look-a-like. I found it only in one shop. But it look kinda weird so i guess i will try my luck elsewhere first. Ooh, bought two stuffs today which made me realise i have been overspending too much. In the past, i only spend when im oustside. Now with online shopping, its both.
Then we headed to junction8 which is a total mistake. The place is like so small and theres nothing to shop. :( So we took a bus home and had dinner at the coffeeshop for a change. Love the food alot, hor fun is so much healthier than fast food.
Im off to bed, facial appt tmr. & im so glad its the last appt.
Oh! Im so happy today, cos my mom bought me that guess wallet i love. :)I love her to bits.& i hope im going out to town tomorrow. Gotta find that balenciaga bag replica and new shoes. Im so excited!
Im bored to tears! Eds over at his friends house playing monopoly & i wanna play too! Entertain me, somebody. I had wanted to make ham sandwich and bring it over to his house for him so i can use it as an excuse to play his ps2, but failed. Alright, never mind. I shall so take a nice, long bath to pamper myself and prolly call sweet after that for some bitching session.
Love all. (:
Ed and me headed to town today finally. I had only one meal for the whole of today and settled it at sakae. I've been craving for sushi these few days and finally got to eat it today! I was so happy. Its funny how i walked in zara today and went all happy seeing the clothes and stuff, but ended up leaving the store without buying anything. I just couldnt make up my mind what to buy. Watched the Shaggy Dog at cine and i realised that i can be so outdated? I dint know there were cinema theatres at level 9 and the e-gaming zone was shocking. But the theatre was really small and i dint like it. The movie wasnt really good, though its really funny at some scenes. I prefer Big Mommas House 2 so much more. We dint shop too much today but my feet hurts all the same. ouch.
THE TEN THINGS ABOUT ME POST.1. I love green peas 2. I love all veggies that are very green in colour. I dislike cabbage and cauliflower 'cos they are light green/white-ish.3. I think bats are cute4. I dont/seldom like/eat pork5. I have contradictory feelings bout getting a haircut. I like trimming my hair, but i get all upset after the haircut. & wished i dint cut it at all6. I miss so many people in my life right now7. I get a lil violent when im super duper upset. ha :)8. One of my most desired wish is to get on a 2 layer carousel. 9. I have an imaginary friend10. My iPod, bolster and box tissue can be my best companion when the nights are lonely.Alrighty. Im really bored, as seen from above. It doesnt make much sense though, to list 10 stuff bout myself. Whatever. I couldnt sleep last night and lazed around for almost 2 hours. aha. I hung up the phon with ed at 1am, both thinking we should sleep early since we were goin for breakie today mornin. My iPod kept me company till 2 am till I couldnt stand it anymore. I phoned him again and woke him up to talk to me till i felt tired, haha. I think he could almost kill me. Hung up again at 3am and still i couldnt sleep. I think its partly the mosquito's fault. Damn. Kept trying to get its supper outta me. In my attempt to cover myself completely in my quilt and looking around for it, i fell asleep finally. Luckily, we both woke up in time for breakfast at Macs. Nice, been so long since i've eaten hotcakes. So we headed to his house and watched TV then Full House. Before heading back to my house, we went down to watsons and i got some stuff from there. Spent so much time in there deciding what to buy and what not. In the end, bought a body scrub and hair mask. :) I love grooming time.Im done with my boring life.
I trimmed my hair a few days ago. & i seriously dont know what to say bout it. Once again, the hairdresser trimmed my bangs a lil too short for my liking. But at least i dont feel sad after the hair cut. I kinda like this feeling when i trim my hair abit. Neat. :)Dinner tonight was so good again! Like, super good! All thanks to my uncle who celebrated his 54th birthday and treated us all. We ate at the TungLok restaurant at East Coast. The food's like very nice. & there was a wedding dinner outside the room we were seated in. Sweet. The feeling of happiness. lovelovelove
HORRORS!!OH MY GOD! I cant believe this.Ew, spoils my day totally.
I would dig out my heart <3if it means escape from such misery.I wouldnt yearn for the past anymore.Wouldnt it be better to keep them untainted from the present. At least memories will still be happy, & thats enough.
I have this thing for bags lately. ahh..

This Chloe Paddington bag and the Balenciaga one really really got me lusting for them.
This is totally random, butbut I came across a lj which makes mary-kate and ashley olsen icons. & thats when i realised they are so so so gorgeous. 

Pretty eh?
So today i brought my laptop over to eds house again. & its time for DVD! I swear I will persuade him to get a lappie of his own and apply for wireless network. Its so sickening u know. Carrying my not-so-light lappie over to his house & not being able to do any online shopping. sighs. At least he comes here to fetch me and carry my stuff for me. We watched Underworld today. But dint finish it, so im gonna watch it later. I received my earrings in the mail! Im one happy girl. =)
Well, met up with sweet today. & we enjoyed ourselves lots. Caught the movie, Big Momma's House 2. Hilarious, highly entertaining. & pretty touching too. Ah! We had Gelare today, delicious. Nice nice nice. Such desserts are especially sweet when u share with someone. =))I cant believe i finished a whole plate of alfredo at Pasta Mania today. MY GOODNESS. I cant imagine all those super rich and creamy sauce in me. Alrights, shall stop complaining bout such sins. Shopped a lil' only though, since we didnt have much time. Narcissism struck us again at the centerpoint toilet. Ha ha. We were having so much fun with snap snap photography till one of the toilet bowls flushed by itself. Perhaps its like automated but we havent really heard the others flushed before that. So, the both of us just stunned there & suddenly sweet grabbed my hand and we both ran for our lives. Okayes, totally coward i know. Its funny how much better i feel when im with her. Even when im feeling so lousy, she still manages to crack me up with all her jokes and stuff. Sighs, now im back to square one.
ARgh. Im sick of waiting for that girl to send my sis & me our skirts. What the hell. She takes such a long time to reply our emails. I swear im not buying from her again. But anyhows.. yay, & my iPod case from david & goliath arrived a few days ago. Pretty baby blue and white stripes. SWEET, i like. Im like so in love with baby blue & white stripes now. I need new stuffs in my wardrobe! <3
Im so happy today.Yes, right.
I think wa wa is so lovely. Oh my goodness. But he prefers ed to me. : ( never mind, shall feed him more bread next time so he'll like me more! hahaha.
I went down to ms today again, hopin to get some nice stuff from tophop since they have new stuff in. All pretty stuff. But i couldnt decide what to try & ended up taking hell lot of a time browsing in the shop. In the end, i walked outta the shop without buying anything. Thats me - indecisive. It seems like theres lotsa stuff in there to buy, but on second thoughts those clothes i wont get to wear and shoes so hard to match. & theres the striped bag too, which doesnt look so pretty anymore after a few more looks. Its been getting so hard for me to buy new clothes. But this is one good thing which means NO MORE IMPULSE BUYS! But i really went crazy in zara. sighs, should get a job soon.
My eyes are tired.
So is my heart.
I SWEAR UPON MY LIFE, TODAY IS THE ANGRIEST DAY OF MY LIFE!
I met this disgusting, low-class, faggoty, CHEAP, DESPERATE, UGLY, hideous, brainless, (prolly aids carrier), SHAMELESS creep jerk bastard pest toad flea pervert dumbass fucker freako & PATHETIC LIL' PIECE OF CRAP! Hes the worst and most shameless guy I've ever seen in my life!
I am really so angry Im gonna burst into flames and burn this whole world. All these years of being with ed, I've been provoked numerous times by him & YET, I'VE NEVER BEEN SO ANGRY/PISSED/MURDEROUS. I was so angry i was shaking with anger. I REPEAT, MY HANDS WERE TREMBLING SO MUCH I COULDNT MSG JOANNE PROPERLY! but definitely not due to fright, its due to ANGER.This pest im talking about, comes from ITE. & I have to make this very insulting comment that he simply have too much time on his hands and its clear how his lil brain contains nothing but to take pictures of girls in the mrt. Its lil wonder how he ended up in ITE. Perhaps this is what the likes of him have been doing.
& the story goes. I got on the train and was on my way to city hall to meet yongqi and peeps. The pest also got in the train at the same stop as me & while i stood at the other side of the train where the doors do not open, he stood at the pole facing me. He whipped out his phone and placed the phone in such a way its so obvious he was taking my photos. Like 90 degrees to the ground, & perfectly straight facing me. I got so pissed that when the train reached farrer park, i went to sit at somewhere left of where i was standing. At this point of time, any guy with an idea of what shame is would stop his repulsive actions immediately. At least this was what usually happened when i moved to some other place, making it obvious that i feel offended. But instead, he turned over and continued putting his stupid camera phone right in front of me! HOW BOLD! I was so angry I stared at him till i thought my eyeballs will drop out any moment. I decided i dint want him to have any photos of mine or whatsoever, i moved to sit in the opp seat. Aha, this i thought to myself was a very smart idea, because he couldnt possibly turn around. It would make him too obvious. and can u believe what he did?!!?!? He turned his phone the other way round & tried to take my photo that way! ARGHHHH!!!! I had enough, I tried to make him stop by staring at him even harder. But he didnt, LOOK HOW SHAMELESS IS HE! & its obvious when i was staring at him, he tried his best to look innocent and act indifferent. He even purposely avoid my eyes. I TELL U, I FEEL LIKE SHOOTING HIM. SO in the end, I stood by the door when we were nearing dhoby ghaut and he dint try take any more. He was looking at his phone with that perverted look on his face. His friend went over to talk to him & i dont spare him either. Once again, I gave them my most murderous stare & his friend looked kinda scared. But he? He still acted indifferent. But stupid me, in that moment of extreme anger, I dint think of alternatives which i only thought of afterwards. I should have (as joanne suggested) pointed my middle finger at him. Or worse, i thought of it later. KICKED HIS DICK so hard he fainted, or walked over to shout "Are u done or what?". & my sister just told me i should have told him how much trouble he'd be in if i ever knew he did anything indecent with my photos. That bloody fucker. I am hopping mad, i tell u. I've never been madder. Ive never been so angry that i trembled with anger. Come to think of it, im really foolish. I should have kicked his dick right there or stepped on his feet. God, I wa wearing heels and i dint make use of it. FUCKFUCKFUCK. I should have taken his photos and posted it on the forum or whatever, to tell the whole world how shameless he is. That fucking bastard. Its not the first time this happened to me and Ive never felt so angry cos none of the guys in the past were as repulsive as him. he is UTTERLY SHAMELESS, I WOULD SAY. I truly regret not doing anything to punish him. That useless crapshit. He was so desperate i could see it on his face. Disgusting creep. I can stand it anymore, knowing that he has my photos and god knows how many of them he has. AHHHHH!!! He had better not let me see him again because i am so going to keep his face in my mind. Fucker. Hes such an ass. ALthough the photos he has most prolly arent clear cos its a vga camera, I just hate the thot of it! That pest!!!!
Guys seriously should be banned from using camera phones. Look at how disgusting and what a creep he is. That piece of crap. Im gonna curse him till he gets squashed by the heaviest vehicle. Ah, the cement mixer truck. Then he will be flattened totally and they will have to scrape his remains off the road. WAHAHAHA. its just pleases me to think that hes suffering in any way! What a smelly piece of junk. Argh, I hope his eyes and limbs all rot. & let him burn in hell for the rest of his life. FUCK. I am truly so pissed. I HOPE HE DIE DIE DIE!
Its the last day of exams,
but i aint feeling joyous.
Im supposed to be out, instead of typing on my lappie here.
Its not working out the way it should be.if only my tears werent fallin so fast..